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5 ari sda..

dia x kontek aku..

pls..lau x mau truskn gtaw bgus2..

ko taw jgk kan aku x suka kena gantung..

biarpun i still syg ko sgt2..

uwaaaaa!!!..

dis is life..

gni la idup..sumtyme hepi, sumtyme sad..sumtyme good, sumtyme bad..byk btul cbrn, dugaan..dlm hbgn kuarga, kwn2, wit couple, n org2 skeliling kita..ari ni smuanya ok..tp esok blum tntu ok jgk..kdg bila ada pgaduhan, kita tuding jari dgn org len, tnpa mlihat diri kita 1st..sdgkn maybe it caused by ourselves..

p/s;ni gmbr lma..dats y i looked fat..hahah..

FAMILY..dorg evrythg..sgla2nya..i really love 'em..pa2 hal msti dorg 1st..abah, mak, angah, wani, n hafiz..diorg la nadi idupku..xpa aku khilgn org len @ hrta bnda, tp aku x mau khilgn dorg..aku bkn la safiah yg mcm skrg ni lau bkn sbb mak n abah..aku sgt2 b;untung ada mak n abah yg sntiasa sma2 aku, susah @ senang, hepi @ sad..dorg byk support, especially their love..love dr dorg ni la yg mbuat aku bsmgt mhadapi plbagai cbrn..ALONG SAYANG KAMU SEMUA..sayang gila..sayang teramat sgt..

2nd is kwn2..left side tu syg ku c miela..my besties since skola mngh laik..we share evrythg, laugh 2gether, mluah psl byk bnda, bgila..i love u gal..ko mcm sibling aku sda..n mcm couple aku jgk..hehe..aku tenang dpt share byk hal dgn ko..aku minx maaf sbb kdg2 no tyme utk ko..aku hrp ko phm ya syg..

then..family uitm aku..abu, aan, nurul, mimi, rhmah, wani, ooney, sam, ahie, smua la..maaf jika ada yg x tsbut, tp kmu smua yg mbwatkan idup ku ceria d uitm..sgla stress hilg bila bsama dgn family2 puta ku ni..especially daddy ku, abu..yg mmg ku anggap mcm abgku sdri sda..x pnah aku dpt kwn llki like him..x pnah aku syg kwn llki mcm aku syg dgn abg abu..mmg aku dpt merasakn sayang seorg abg dgn adik bila dgn abg abu..thnx smua nya..aku syg kamu sgt2..

and next..my love..msti ada yg heran dgn posto2 aku b4 dis..sumtyme ok, sumtyme k.o..ntah la..but things 2 sure i really love u muhd hisyam..kngn paling best dpt jd gf ko..sbb aku x pnah dpt bf yg mcm ko ni b4..ko jht tp baik, ko tpu tp benar, ko myakitkan hati tp ko la jgk yg aku syg..smua bnda yg aku x ska, tu la jgk yg bwat aku makin syg ko..yg pnting, ko trima sapa aku..ko la bf a.k.a geng aku..ko la jgk advisor, kwn bcrita, kwn bgaduh..xda rsa bosan bila dgn ko kurus..ikhlas dr aku c gumuk yg cumil<--ko yg panggil aku gtu..i love u so much syg, truthfully;babe..

maka..yg last..ada la org2 skeliling aku..lecturer, cikgu2, kazen2, smua la..yg mgkin kdg2 aku x sedari khadirn kmu smua sbnrnya mberi sejuta mkna keindahan dlm my life..Terima Kasih Ya Allah kerana menemukan mereka smua dlm hidupku..akan ku sayangi & hargai mereka slagi ku mampu..insyaAllah..

p/s; will posto2 soon..salam..

maybe...

maybe i'm single..

maybe he's not mine..

maybe we end now..

maybe this is our end..

again, the relationship status is hanging,

muhd hisyam, i still love u..

thnx 4 evrythg..
p/s evrythg is ok now..aku jak pkir bkn2..

PAD204

principle of public administration..or course code nya PAD204..td ptg 3 hours msa aku jwb dat paper..at 1st..aku rsa yakin..tp keyakinan tu la mbunuhku..aku x phm soaln..aku slh jwb..ya Allah..bila aku sedar kesilapanku tu, mmg aku rsa sgt takut..takut bnda tu tjd..Ya Allah..help me..sgt lemas ku rsa..mcm hilg kekuatanku..seolah2 blaku lg insiden last sem tyme aku jwb acc..mls sda mau pkir..smoga aku lulus..already msg sma mamaku..then, aku call c Kaza jgk..release jgk ckit tnsen aku ni..k la..wanna sleep..ya Allah..berilah aku kekuatan utk mjwb 2 lg bakal paper..smoga kejayaan bsama dgn aku n kwn2 ku..insyaAllah..cau..

sabar aku pun ada limit jgk..

ntah!..kdg2 aku sakit hati..ex dia mau balik ma dia, n dia asked 4 my opinion..aku appreciate, at least he share it wit me..wlpn actually tyme dia crita tu, aku thn jak geram, mrh, n takungan tears aku ni..sabar..sabar.. n trus sabar..blagak smuanya ok tp actually not!..pls la..aku taw ni soal hati, tp hati  aku cmna??..aku ni trus2 mharap..mmg aku syg sgt2 sma dia, tp  bila dia sdri ckp dia pun 50-50 dgn kata hati dia, aku sedih btul..x cukupka syg yg aku bg ma dia..lau aku bleh bkorban, napa dia x bleh..aku mmg closed sda ati aku ni, sbb aku just bg ruang utk dia..nakal2 aku ni pun, dia jgk la yg jd paksi..he's evrythg..ntah la, mmg smpai skrg sakit hati..nangis sbb geram..tp xpa la, mmg jgk tu soal hati, dia yg merasa..dia yg taw sapa dia lg syg..aku pun tiba2 mcm rsa give-up..mampu bdoa jak la..masi dlm mode geram + sedih.. cau dlu.. =(

give and take

love is about give & take..

m'beri & menerima..

but y i felt i'm da one who always give..

and he's da one dat always take..

i need him either when i'm hepi or sad..

i want share evrythg wit him..

i swear i love him so much!!..

ya Allah..i hope da best ending 4 our relationship..insyaAllah..aminn..

HEY APRIL!..

thnx daddy a.k.a my abg yg ku syg 4 dis..

*kmi kuar bramai2 ke 1b tu ari..amat release tensen ku..menyanyi, men keta, mkn2..evrythg!!..sgt hepi!!!..muahhhhxxxx kwn2 ku especially abg abu..

boy kesayanganku!!

*hey boy!!..i love u more from day to day..

thnx 4 evrythg..muahhhhhhh!!!!!,..

bulan yg pnuh dgn aktviti..

*jmpa naib cansellor..

*aktiviti karkol..

*dpt sda kunci ruma baru d UA..

*EXAM!!!!!...OMG NO!!!!..

in conclusion, x terasa btul msa blalu..mcm baru kmrin aku mdftr jd pljr part 3..x lma lg part 4 sda..hrp dpt mhadapi sem ni dgn baik..insyaAllah..will posto2 soon..salam..muahhxxxx!!!!..